fighting for free hearts

Forgetfulness

It has been striking me lately how easy it is to forget.

There are amazing things we have experienced as men breaking free from addiction to Pornography, Lust and Masturbation.

We have seen the destruction of our hearts and souls, and sometimes even our marriages or other relationships caused by PLM. Yet, in the midst of that, we have experienced grace that is beyond measure.

We have an awakening. A Red Pill Moment, where we see things for they truly are. Then we forget and run after these lame, mute, powerless ‘gods.’

At first we are desperate enough to do whatever it takes to change. Then, the feeling of desperation wears off and we get comfortable.  But the reality is we are just as desperate even though the feeling has changed.

i had a conversation to this effect with a man who is walking this journey. Then this morning the following email arrived in my inbox:

We’re certainly warned about forgetfulness in Scripture, both in word and by example. In the Old Testament, the pattern is so predictable, we come to expect it. God delivers his people from the cruel whips of Egypt by a stunning display of his power and his care-the plagues, the Passover, the Red Sea. The Israelites celebrate with singing and dancing. Three days later, they are complaining about the water supply. God provides sweet water from the bitter desert springs of Marah. They complain about the food. God drops breakfast out of the sky, every morning. Then it’s the water again. God provides it from a rock. Enemies attack; God delivers. On and on it goes, for forty years. As they stand on the brink of the Promised Land, God issues a final warning:

Only be careful, and watch yourselves closely so that you do not forget the things your eyes have seen or let them slip from your heart as long as you live. (Deut. 4:9,emphasis added)

They do, of course, let it slip from their hearts. All of it. This becomes the pattern for the entire history of Israel. God shows up; he does amazing things; the people rejoice. Then they forget and go whoring after other gods. They fall under calamity and cry out for deliverance. God shows up; he does amazing things; the people rejoice-you get the picture. Things aren’t changed much in the New Testament, but the contrast is greater, and the stakes are even higher. God shows up in person, and before he leaves, he gives us the sacraments along with this plea: Do this to remember me. They don’t- remember him, that is. Paul is “shocked” by the Galatians: they are “turning away so soon from God, who in his love and mercy called you to share the eternal life he gives through Christ” (1:6 NLT). He has to send Timothy to the Corinthians, to “remind you of what I teach about Christ Jesus in all the churches wherever I go” (1 Cor. 4:17 NLT).

(Desire , 200 — John Eldredge)

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